
Eighteen years after Marty Robbins cried on live Phoenix television while begging his hospitalized wife not to leave him, he walked into a Nashville recording studio to turn thirty-four years of her quiet endurance into a Grammy-winning ballad.
Their marriage had begun in the Arizona desert long before the network cameras and hit records. Born Martin David Robinson in Glendale on September 26, 1925, the World War II Navy veteran met fifteen-year-old Marizona Baldwin behind the counter of Upton’s Ice Cream Parlor. On September 27, 1948, the twenty-three-year-old former rock truck driver and ditch digger married eighteen-year-old Marizona, and they settled into a modest rear apartment in Glendale with their young son, Ronny, born in 1949.
Those early years tested Marizona long before Robbins ever saw a national chart. At Christmas in 1951, money was so scarce that she quietly borrowed ten dollars from her father, Louis Vernon Baldwin, so the family could eat dinner, and by early 1952, Robbins’s late nights in Phoenix clubs and the attention of female fans around his KPHO-TV show *Western Caravan* had pushed her to a physical and emotional collapse.
When Marizona entered the hospital and prepared to end the marriage, Robbins shut himself away and wrote “I’ll Go On Alone” as a direct plea for her forgiveness. Knowing she was watching from her hospital bed, the twenty-six-year-old sang the apology live on KPHO-TV, breaking down in tears while the studio director kept the camera tight on his face.
That unscripted sob flooded the station’s switchboard with hundreds of calls and changed his vocal delivery for good. Up to that point, Columbia Records had been preparing to drop him because his early recordings sounded too much like his idol Eddy Arnold, but producer Don Law brought him into a Hollywood studio on June 11, 1952, to cut “I’ll Go On Alone” with that same trembling catch in his throat.
The single reached number one on the Billboard country chart in January 1953, earned him the Southwestern nickname “Mr. Teardrop,” and brought him onto the Grand Ole Opry roster on January 19, 1953. Marizona forgave him and relocated with him to Tennessee that same year, where they welcomed their daughter, Janet, in 1959 and settled in Brentwood.
While Robbins spent the next decade and a half touring the world and breaking ribs crashing stock cars near 180 miles per hour on NASCAR superspeedways at Daytona and Talladega, Marizona stayed out of the Nashville spotlight to run their household.
That pace caught up with the forty-three-year-old singer in August 1969 when he suffered a severe heart attack on his tour bus in Ohio. Admitted to Nashville’s St. Thomas Hospital and facing pioneering triple coronary artery bypass surgery in early 1970, Robbins lay in his hospital bed with Marizona beside him and wrote a second major song for her, “My Woman, My Woman, My Wife”.
Where the 1952 broadcast had been a young husband’s desperate apology, the new ballad looked back at the everyday cost of their survival, honoring hands worn rough from years of washing, cleaning, and raising their children since their leanest days in Arizona.
Determined to put the tribute on tape at the start of 1970, Robbins entered Columbia Recording Studio B at 804 16th Avenue South in Nashville with producer Bob Johnston. Backed by a session crew that included guitarists Ray Edenton, Jack Pruett, Jerry Shook, Pete Wade, and a young Charlie Daniels, alongside bassist Norbert Putnam and Richard Morris on vibes and bells, Robbins sang the track with steady baritone restraint over cathedral-like strings and vocal harmonies.
Released as a single on January 23, 1970, with the B-side “Martha Ellen Jenkins”, the recording climbed to number one on the Billboard country chart that May—becoming his fourteenth country chart-topper—and crossed over to number forty-two on the Billboard Hot 100.
Thousands of housewives who recognized their own routines in the song mailed handwritten letters to Nashville, pop star Dean Martin recorded his own version later that year, and Robbins won the Grammy Award for Best Country Song in March 1971.
Marizona remained at his side through his October 1982 Country Music Hall of Fame induction and stood by his bed at St. Thomas Hospital two months later when a third heart attack claimed his life on December 8, 1982, at age 57. She spent the next nineteen years in Brentwood looking after his musical archives before passing away at age 70 in July 2001 and being laid to rest beside him at Woodlawn Memorial Park.