
When Carrie Underwood signed a new deal with Capitol Records Nashville in early 2017 and stepped into the producer’s chair for the first time alongside songwriter David Garcia, she mapped out the year with two clear goals: make a new album and add a second child to her family with her husband, Mike Fisher.
Instead, the next eighteen months tested the couple behind closed doors while Underwood kept showing up to Nashville writing rooms to build what became her 2018 album, *Cry Pretty*.
The couple had welcomed their first son, Isaiah, in February 2015, and Fisher—who retired from the Nashville Predators in August 2017 before briefly returning for one final playoff run—was spending more time at home as they tried to give Isaiah a sibling. When Underwood became pregnant in early 2017, only to suffer a miscarriage, she and Fisher initially leaned on their faith and told themselves the timing simply was not right.
Throughout that spring, she began co-writing tracks for her sixth studio project, working closely with Garcia and frequent collaborators Hillary Lindsey, Lori McKenna, and Liz Rose. Even as she and Fisher lost a second pregnancy in the spring of 2017, Underwood refused to clear her studio calendar, often heading straight into a songwriting appointment the day after receiving bad news from her doctor.
In a September 2018 interview with *CBS Sunday Morning*, she explained that throwing herself into work kept her from sitting at home alone with the grief, especially on weeks when she had to smile through photo shoots and promotional meetings while keeping the losses entirely private.
That autumn brought another setback that forced her out of the recording booth altogether. On November 10, 2017, two days after co-hosting the CMA Awards in Nashville, Underwood tripped while taking her dogs out at night on the steps outside her home. The fall broke her right wrist and left cuts around her mouth and chin that required more than 40 stitches.
Because of the trauma to her face and lips, she could not step up to a studio microphone to record final lead vocals until early 2018. While she stayed out of public view to let the stitches heal, she and Fisher learned she was pregnant a third time—only to lose that baby early in the new year.
With her face healing and her voice ready, Underwood returned to the studio with Garcia and poured the weight of the previous year into the recordings, co-writing nine of the album’s thirteen tracks. She wrote the title track, “Cry Pretty,” with Lindsey, McKenna, and Rose as an honest admission that no amount of composure can hide real pain when emotions finally break through.
In April 2018, she returned to the stage at the Academy of Country Music Awards to perform the single in public for the first time.
Behind the scenes, she became pregnant a fourth time, and when familiar warning signs appeared on a Saturday evening, she feared she was losing another child. Curled up in bed beside a sleeping Isaiah, she began sobbing and, after months of feeling guilty for complaining when she already had a healthy son and a supportive husband, finally admitted in prayer how angry and exhausted she felt.
Two days later, on Monday morning, she and Fisher went to the doctor’s office expecting to confirm a fourth miscarriage. Instead, the ultrasound showed a healthy pregnancy.
Underwood shared the news of the baby in August 2018, just weeks before *Cry Pretty* arrived on September 14 and debuted at No. 1 on the Billboard 200. On January 21, 2019, she and Fisher welcomed their second son, Jacob Bryan Fisher, bringing a quiet close to the two years of private grief that had shaped every session of the record.